moments

Isn't it strange how much life can change in just a few minutes. In fact, in seconds, life can be nothing you expected. 

When I heard that my friends passed away, it was a matter of milliseconds that my life changed. I heard the voice on the other end saying that they had died, and then within the time it took for the voice on the phone to reach my hearing range my life was indeed changed forever.

Or, when I met mr. cowboy, little did I know that I would spend many hours, many days, weeks, months, years thinking about him. Little did I know that I was going to loose so many hours of my life "loving him" But that one moment of when I realized we were not meant to be, my life somehow began again. I wasn't on hold anymore. The second I felt those feelings go through my body and mind, I knew I could move on.

That moment my parents told me we were going to move. Who know where I would have been if I would have stayed in I.F. A drug addict? someone who throws their body at anyone for anything. (to word it nicely) but instead I moved to the valley and met better examples, and better friends so that I wouldn't turn into something that I know is wrong. 

perhaps the moment I found myself in a guys room, late a night with no one else around. The choice I made changed my life in just moments. The maturity that grew, and the self respect that sky rocketed. 

in a matter of {seconds} your life can change, forever.