stop fighting!

I feel like those are the only words
coming out of my mouth these past 24 hours.
boys are such boys.
the only problem.

these little boys are cuter then can be,
how could I possibly be mad at them
for more then a second?

not sure.

I have decided,
after I find my significant other
I think I want kids.

okay, I have always wanted kids.
lets face it,
even after babysitting so many hours
and so many crazy kids.

I still want to have my own!

I think it will be hell.
but, so worth it!

BUT, before that..
for obvious reasons I
should probably get married!
haha
but
lest not get ahead of ourselves.

I need to meet the right guy first!

who knows who he is or where he is!

So for now, I will just live my life.
one babysitting job to another :)

haha that sounds really geeky.

but it is true.

this summer I am not getting one job.
in fact, I have bazillions!
people in Idaho falls, rexburg, jackson, victor, driggs, rigby, ucon, blackfoot and everywhere around there want me to watch their kids. I even have people asking me to watch their kids in Vegas and possibly California. yep, thats right. I am the queen in babysitting world.

can we make a new name for it though?

I feel like when I tell people I babysit that it is
a 12 year old little girl thing.

But, itsn' not.
trust me.
I am way better then that :)
I keep the kids in their same routine.
I pick them up from school, do their homework
with them, make them clean, cook dinner, do FHE (if Monday)
get them ready for bed. You get the gist of it.
What 12 year old does that?
ya that's right.
so maybe we should call it,
playing mom?
or is that offensive to the moms? haha
how about,
child care? well that just sounds like I am someone who
has some degree in letting your kids play at my house.

How about you all call me..
super nanny kayla.
technically nanny's are someone who
come at the same time one specific days.
I don't do that (except starting next week I will for one family, just Wednesday's though)
But I watch all of these kids more then once.
Sometimes several times a week.
or for long periods of time.

so. I am not sure the purpose of that little rant.
I guess that I hate it when I tell people I
babysit. Because the term babysitter just
rubs me wrong or something. haha

this summer, once I can start working out,
I am going to go crazy maniac on you all.
my goal is 50 lbs in 6 months.
I can do it, yes I can!
I have started watching what I am eating.
and I am so mentally pumped for working out.

I think my surgery really got me excited.
I have always wanted to be skinny and fit.
But with my big boobs, it was impossible to
work out as much as I wanted without getting
my back hurt.
AND, (you can disagree if you want) but
I felt as though when I was SO busty (size H let me remind you!)
that the only thing people really saw was my boobs. They were in your face
screaming look at me! I am so big I could take over the world!
So now that my boobs are not the main attraction my stomach is!
I hate that, but I never felt like I had to worry about that before.

now I do.
I am going to loose all this faatttt
I am pretty determined.
and once I am determined, I can do anything.
just like getting the surgery.
I have wanted it since I was 15.
that is three years of going to doctors,
working for money, talking to insurance people.
I mean, I went the whole 9 yards. all I ever really focused on
was, get that surgery!

now I can check that off my list!

Next, GET FIT!
oh how I can not wait!
:)

anyways,
call me SUPER NANNY KAYLA
who will hopefully soon (within the next year) be
SUPER SKINNY NANNY KAYLA ;)