36 days, 7 hours, and 54 minutes.

until my life changes for ever.
I absolutely can't wait.

I.
am.
(are you ready)
getting.
a.
(prepare yourself)
breast.
reduction.

yes, that is right.

I said it.
Breast Reduction.

I am so excited, I can hardly hold it in.
I am going to go down to a C -ish.
doctor doesn't really know how small he
can make me until he is doing the surgery.

right now I can not even really be measured.
I am like a I or a J. (maybe bigger)
ya. Really.
it is sick.

I have been wanting this since I was 15.
doctors wouldn't let me, until now.

I am all growed up ;)

The doctor says it is like pruning a tree.
yes he compared me to a tree :)
he says he can't go too small or it will just damage everything.
and I totally understand that.
So, I am hoping to make it to a C.
that would be a dream. I can not EVEN
explain.

my boobs (sorry if this is awkward)
do not get bigger or smaller with my weight.
they are what they are.
so, I can hardly wait to get them taken off.
I am trying to loose some weight before hand
so that i don't look so fat when the get taken off.
But I plan on really working out a lot after
i have healed from the surgery.
I can start working out in august.
Then I am training for a half marathon
that will be a couple months after that.

I am so stoked.
BUT, it is 8,000 dollars.
insurance does NOT cover ANY!

disgusting I know.

we have tried every option of getting it covered.
trust me. I have been trying for almost 4 years now.
they just won't.

so, I have to pay for it. All by my self.
kinda, I got care credit which is just like a
cosmetic credit card. It pays for the surgery up front since
these kinds of surgery you have to pay the day of.
Then I just pay it off.
I just payed 10% off like, yesterday or something.
so I have a ways to go.
but once i have recovered enough to work (2 weeks after)
I will be working full time and I hope to have it payed off
by September.
that way I don't pay interest.
I really think I can do it!
I am super proud of myself!
I will be working with my dad in Jackson
everyday, and Great Harvest during lunch hours (hopefully)
then I plan on babysitting a ton! after hours. I hopefully can find a
night job (like the drive-in) for a couple nights a week
I will be worn as can be, but I can have it payed off!
So, if any of you need some kind of little jobs done, or big
that you would pay someone like me to do, I WILL!
babysitting, cleaning, ANYTHING.
:) I am really trying to work!